Complex trauma is the trauma you’ll carry from chronic and prolonged exposure to multiple highly stressful events, all being abuse. Typically, at least one of these is physical in nature, with all of them coming from other people (often those closest to you). We see this trauma most often in early childhood, although it can happen as an adult.
It often comes when you’ve been through abuses like:
- Betrayal
- Abandonment
- Loss
- Neglect
- Violence
- Exploitation
With physical abuses that include:
- Sexual abuse
- Physical abuse
- Community violence
- War
These abuses cause high levels of harm to your brain and body, disrupting your relationships with those abusing you, and your ability to believe that you have any say or control over yourself anymore.
What makes this type of trauma so complex is the fact that it’s so diverse. It includes:
- Different types of traumas
- From different types of abuses
- From multiple people
- Ongoing over a period of time
An example of this can include sexual and verbal/emotional abuse, or sexual and physical abuse; from 2 or more different family members.
The complexity of ways that these abuses are being inflicted on you, adds to the damage in your brain and body in your trauma. They erode your brain’s ability to believe that you can be safe, people can be trusted, your boundaries matter, etc. This is similar to the damage done in developmental trauma (which is truly a type of complex trauma).
In your childhood, we see this when you’re raised in an abusive home, with your parents and/or caretakers abusing you physically, mentally, emotionally and/or spiritually. It’s also possible that other relatives or community members are abusing you as well.
In your adulthood, we see this most when you’re in war (either as a soldier or civilian). You have multiple enemies, coming at you constantly, in multiple different ways (physically, mentally, emotionally and/or sexually).
It’s also possible to carry this level of trauma as an adult in domestic violence relationships, like when your spouse or partner is abusing you in multiple ways day-in and day-out. As well as in situations where your vulnerabilities get preyed on with different abuses from multiple people; like when you have a disability, an illness, are older in age, are dependent on someone else, etc.
It can even happen with a parent or caregiver being careless in how they care for you. What may feel like abuse to you, might actually be them not showing up as you need in the moment. Whether they’re negligent, angry, anxious, etc; they’re behavior may be hurting you again and again, but not what typically constitutes abuse.
All of these situations can leave you feeling hopeless, wrecking your brain’s ability to stay safe and healthy, wounding it with complex trauma at really high levels.